Well, as I said, I haven’t been having the greatest of times, so it’s the perfect opportunity for my photography to reflect that. Luckily for me, the hot weather has brought in storm after storm. So while I’m not only enjoying the storms (because I love thunderstorms!), I’ve had some great chances to snap some interesting shots.
While about to leave for a friend’s house to enjoy one of these storms, I decided to take my camera along to catch some different rainy scenery. She has a slightly older home, so it has some charming character, and with the rain drops and stormy weather, I think it photographed well. With everything that’s going on, I’ve really been in a “stormy” mood. Getting ready to move out of a place that I love and going to a far less desirable living situation, not feeling well, and going in and out of appointments have all gotten to me lately. Everything seems so uncertain and negative, so it was really wonderful to have the simplicity of sitting outside and enjoying the wind, rain, thunder, and lightning. Outside? Yes. We’re a little nuts and will sit outside during a “severe thunderstorm” and “flash flood” warning. I’ve done this ever since I was little, sitting outside on the front porch with my dad and brother as the storms went by, so I was pleasantly surprised to learn that my (kind of scaredy-cat) friend liked doing this too.
This dramatic weather really couldn’t have come at a better time. I almost feel as if it’s a representation of the inner turmoil and sadness that I’m feeling. At the same time, it’s so relaxing and soothing to hear the water and wind acting up outside. I suppose you have to take the good with the bad, and all of the things in between. I’ll take the storms outside admist my internal ones, and enjoy them when I can. Enjoy my many shades of grey from this stormy day.